Without a Mother's Love
Without a Mother's Love
Catherine King
Little, Brown Book Group (2008)
Tags: Sagas, Historical, Fiction
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Synopsis
Olivia Copley is a feral child who has been starved of affection, but it is Miss Trent, her new governess, who has known real hunger and hardship. Meanwhile Hesley Mexton is committed to saving his failing coal mine and safeguarding his grandson’s future at any cost. As Olivia matures it seems that even her friends are conspiring to rob her of happiness. But they underestimate her courage and her determination to fight for what she wants. This gripping story follows the misfortunes of two women as they endeavor to escape the lives forced upon them in the harsh environs of 19th-century Yorkshire.
Without a Mother's Love
CATHERINE KING
Hachette Digital
www.littlebrown.co.uk
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Acknowledgements
PART ONE: 1830
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
PART TWO: 1837
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
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Hachette Digital
www.littlebrown.co.uk
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Acknowledgements
I should like to thank the staff and volunteers of Rotherham Archives, especially Betty Davies of FoRA for helping me with the research for this story. A visit to the National Coal Mining Museum, once a working pit in the West Riding of Yorkshire, gave me an unforgettable underground experience. Thanks, also, to Sheila Garrity (now Whitehead), my old school friend from Rotherham High, for telling me about Epworth Rectory, the home of the Wesley family, and to the helpful staff at the museum there. Finally, special thanks to my agent Judith Murdoch, my editor Louise Davies, and all the team at Sphere, notably Emma Stonex and Alex Richardson, for their constant friendly and good-natured support during the writing and production of the finished book.
PART ONE: 1830
Chapter 1
‘Miss Olivia! Where are you, child? Come here this minute.’
Olivia snatched at her drawers, dragged them out of a tangle of brambles and scampered away before Mrs Cookson came to look for her. She darted through the gap in the old wall, down the track and past rows of flowering bean plants on their stick supports, until she emerged, dishevelled and grubby, at the back of Hill Top House.
‘Lord above! Look at you! Filthy dirty and, oh, my heaven, are those your drawers in your hand again?’ Mrs Cookson grabbed her arm and dragged her across the yard into the scullery where she plonked her on a wooden board by a stone sink and wiped her down with a cold wet cloth. ‘There’s no time to go upstairs and change. Get into them drawers and put this cap on.’ She jammed a close-fitting white bonnet over Olivia’s straggly fair hair.‘Hurry up.Your uncle Hesley is waiting.’
They clattered down the stone-flagged passage and into the front hall. Olivia did not like it there. It was gloomy and dusty, and the beady eyes of dead animals’ heads watched her from the dark wood-panelled walls. Mrs Cookson straightened her own apron and cap, then knocked on the door of Uncle Hesley’s library.
The room had that ‘Uncle Hesley smell’ of stale spirits and tobacco. His clothes were the same, and Olivia did not like them either. He stood with his back to the fire, his straight limbs and upright stance at odds with the greying hair and lined face of his advancing years. He was half a century older than Olivia and, in reality, her mother’s uncle.
Olivia Copley could still remember her mother. Her beautiful, kind mother. She stood silently before her uncle with her eyes on the threadbare carpet and thought of her as Mrs Cookson complained.
‘I tell you, sir, I can’t be responsible for her any more. She’s wild. She was out there again today with her drawers off. Lord knows what she’s been up to at only twelve years of age—’
‘I’m nearly thirteen!’ Olivia protested, and was immediately silenced by her uncle’s stony glare.
‘It’s not right, anyway,’ Mrs Cookson continued, ‘making friends with gypsies and the like. She needs a good hiding, she does. I mean, look at her - that pinny was clean on this morning.’
‘All right, I heard you! Get back to your work.’
‘Yes, sir.’ Mrs Cookson bobbed a curtsy and left.
The room was quiet, save for the hissing of coal burning in the grate and—Olivia thought she heard a sigh or the soft rustle of a skirt. She looked up at her uncle. He was staring past her into the dimness of the book-lined walls behind her.
‘Come forward, Miss Trent.’
Olivia heard a movement and resisted the temptation to look round. She had learned to be still and silent when Uncle Hesley was cross.
‘Did you hear that, Miss Trent? She’s feral. Do you still wish to take her on?’
‘Yes, sir.’
Olivia thought the voice sounded determined. Not at all anxious like the scullery-maid used to be. She wanted to see the face of the girl who wasn’t frightened of Uncle Hesley.
‘Well, show me what you can do.’ He picked up his walking cane and hooked a foot underneath his fireside chair to drag it forward. ‘Bend over this, Olivia.’
Olivia’s mouth dried. ‘But I haven’t done anything wrong, Uncle!’
‘Do as you’re told, or I’ll beat you myself.’
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Olivia remembered the pain from when he had done so: first, she had stolen a whole game pie from the larder and given it to a passing gypsy, and again when she had tried to run away across the moor behind the house. And worst of all when, alone and frightened, she had woken him with her nightmares. That was when his cane had hurt most and the smell of whisky and cigars was strongest. She turned to obey, stealing a sideways glance at the stranger.
The hood of Miss Trent’s cloak had fallen back, revealing a pale, pinched face and fair hair that was similar to her own. Miss Trent had brushed hers, though, and wound it round her head so that she looked plain and severe. But she wasn’t very old, Olivia thought.Well, not an old woman like Mrs Cookson.
Olivia pressed her lips together, flared her nostrils and closed her eyes as she waited for Miss Trent to remove her cloak and take up the cane. When the first blow landed she hardly felt it. Surprised, she opened her eyes and examined the worn tapestry of her uncle’s favourite chair.
‘I can see you’re just a skinny little thing, but can’t you do better than that?’ her uncle snapped. ‘Hold the cane in your right hand, girl! You’re no good to me if you cannot discipline the child.’
‘I beg your pardon, sir.’ Miss Trent walked to the other side of the chair, placing herself between Olivia and her uncle. Her voice took on a sterner tone. ‘She may have a slate down her drawers, sir.’
‘The devil she has!’
‘Permit me, sir. I have dealt with her sort before.’
Miss Trent leaned over her, bunching up Olivia’s drawers and petticoats to search for protection. As she did so, she left the rolled-up undergarments to form a padding under her skirt. Olivia twisted her head and Miss Trent’s face was very close. She breathed, ‘Yell,’ and Olivia blinked to acknowledge her.
‘No slate, sir.’
‘Get on with it, then. Six of your best.’
The cane came down hard, and it hurt, even through the padding. But not as much as it might have, and certainly not enough to make Olivia cry.That did not stop her, though. Each time the cane landed, she let out a long, whining yowl, and was so pleased to deceive her uncle that, by the end, she felt hardly any pain at all. She stood up, snivelling and whimpering.
‘You’ll do.’ Her uncle nodded to Miss Trent. ‘Keep her out of trouble and out of my way. Cookson will show you to your chamber, and you’ll answer to me about the child.’
Miss Trent picked up her cloak and took Olivia’s hand, urging her out of the door first.
‘One more thing.’
‘Yes, sir.’
‘Find out who she’s been with.’
‘Been with?’
‘Outside. In the fields. With her drawers off, woman!’
Olivia tensed and her eyes widened in alarm. She didn’t want anyone finding out where she went. It was her secret. At the back of the hall Miss Trent stopped to unbundle Olivia’s petticoats, putting her finger to her lips. Mrs Cookson did that sometimes and Olivia knew what it meant. She smiled at Miss Trent, satisfied that she already knew one of her secrets.
Miss Trent’s face relaxed a little so that it wasn’t quite so pinched, and she seemed almost pretty with grey eyes, a small straight nose and a neat mouth. But her plain gown was of a coarse brown material that felt scratchy when Olivia’s hand brushed against it, like the jute aprons Mrs Cookson wore for scrubbing. Miss Trent opened the kitchen door and they walked in together.
Mrs Cookson was Olivia’s friend, even when she shouted at her for getting dirty, because she baked buns and let Olivia eat them straight away, still warm from the oven. She was very big, with wispy, grey hair and round cheeks that went red when she was cooking. But she was also Uncle Hesley’s servant and did as he said most of the time.
When they came in, Mrs Cookson stopped kneading dough and stared at the newcomer with a guarded expression in her eyes. ‘You ’aven’t come to take ’er away, ’ave you?’
‘No, ma’am. I am here to look after her.’
‘I do that. As best I can, anyway. The master trusts me wi’ ’er.’
‘But she is becoming more difficult for you?’
‘Well, she’s growing up. I can’t watch her all the time.’
‘You won’t have to now. I am to be Miss Olivia’s governess.’
Olivia had been wondering whether Mrs Cookson was going to make buns today and was looking for the currants, but when she heard this, she turned her attention to the grown-ups’ conversation.
‘Governess? We’ve never had no governess before! Where a’ you from, then?’
‘Blackstone School on the other side of the moor. I was a pupil there, then a teacher.’
Mrs Cookson snorted. ‘Blackstone? Ee, there’s no wonder you look half starved. When did you last eat?’
‘I had bread and cold mutton with me for the walk over here.’ The mutton had been mostly fat and difficult to chew so she had thrown it away. But Mrs Cookson had fetched her a tankard of water when she had arrived and she was feeling better now.
‘You walked all that way, carrying your bag?’
‘It’s not very big.’ Miss Trent had placed it inside the front door when Mrs Cookson had let her in.
‘What about the rest of your belongings?’
‘I have nothing else, Mrs Cookson. Where is the schoolroom? ’
‘Schoolroom? This isn’t a mansion, you know, and the attics are too damp to use. But young Hesley had a tutor when he was a lad, so I suppose you mean those chambers.’
Olivia interrupted: ‘That’s where I sleep.’ She raised her eyes to the ceiling. ‘Up there.’
‘She’s right.They’re directly over the kitchens, but you’ll have to see to ’em yourself, Miss Trent. I’ve got enough to do down here.’
‘Can Miss Olivia show me the way?’
‘I don’t see why not.’ Mrs Cookson reached under her apron for her keys. ‘I’ll get you the linen, and we’ve bedpans for airing.’ She heaved a sigh. ‘There was a time when everything was done proper in this house. Foller me.’
Olivia trailed after them. Normally she would rather have been outside, chasing rabbits and catching butterflies. But she was too curious about Miss Trent and thought that she must be brave to disobey Uncle Hesley. If he found out that she hadn’t beaten Olivia very hard he would be angry.
Mrs Cookson placed the heavy sheets in Olivia’s arms and said, ‘Are you going to be’ave for Miss Trent, then?’
Olivia nodded, keeping her lips tight shut. Mrs Cookson didn’t shout at her if she did as she was told, and she wanted Mrs Cookson to stay her friend. She wondered if Miss Trent would be the same.
‘I hope you’re up to this ’un,’ Olivia heard her say to Miss Trent. ‘You don’t look old enough to be a teacher, like.’
‘I shall be one-and-twenty next year,’ Miss Trent replied firmly.
Mrs Cookson raised her eyebrows and turned down the corners of her mouth. ‘You can sleep in the anteroom between Miss Olivia’s bedchamber and the old tutor’s room.’ She shrugged. ‘Miss Olivia’s tea is at five o’clock in the kitchen.’
Olivia was hungry already and looked forward to teatime. She struggled up the wide wooden staircase and dropped her burden on a landing chair. Then she opened the schoolroom door so that it banged against the wall, glancing furtively at Miss Trent, who had followed with her small travelling bag.
Miss Trent was taking no notice of her. She was staring at the room, at its whitewashed walls and battered old furniture. It was the first of three linked chambers that jutted out from the back of the house and had windows overlooking the cobbled yard. This was where Mrs Cookson sent Olivia when she had been a nuisance downstairs, usually when it was raining and she couldn’t go outside to the walled garden and her secret wilderness. The stables and barn were across the cobbles and she could watch Matt and his farmhands scurry back and forth in the wet.
The schoolroom housed a heavy oak table, ancient and scarred, an assortment of chairs and a globe of the world that Ol
ivia spun as she passed.An open cupboard in a corner revealed a jumble of teaching items, books and broken wooden toys.
Miss Trent surveyed them. ‘Are these yours?’ she asked.
‘They belong to Cousin Hesley.’
Miss Trent walked through to the next room to put down her bag. ‘Where is your cousin now?’ she asked, over her shoulder.
‘At the university,’ Olivia replied, feeling important to be asked.
‘In July?’
‘Oh!’ She wondered how much to say. ‘Well, he’s finished now and gone to stay in the North Riding. Uncle Hesley’s going as well when the shooting starts.’
Miss Trent did not respond. She was looking at the books scattered on the floorboards and picked up one that lay open at an illustration of the Tower of London.
‘That’s mine.’ Olivia snatched it from her and hugged it to herself. ‘That’s my castle.’
‘Will you show it to me?’ Miss Trent sank to the floor and began to examine the other books.
Olivia shook her head emphatically.
‘Can you read the words?’
Olivia continued to shake her head.
‘Perhaps you can draw it for me?’
‘Draw it?’
‘Copy the picture on this slate. Here.’ Miss Trent rummaged in the bottom of the cupboard and found some chalk. ‘Go and sit at the table while I tidy these shelves.’
Olivia concentrated on her drawing, resolving to take the slate with her next time she went to the old garden. She knew how she could smuggle it outside. She would never have thought of hiding it in her drawers if Miss Trent hadn’t mentioned it. Olivia wondered again why she hadn’t given her a proper beating in front of Uncle Hesley.